A passion that lives and fades away

A passion that lives and fades away

 

I step backwards as you step forward

and suddenly the music sweeps us away

or was it your lead?

 

Through your hands, through your hips

a change of balance,  a new direction

a half step, a quarter turn

and the room fade in a rainbow of colours

 

Guide me through space

make me realise the music flowing through our bodies

like the wind in our wings

bring us to new horizons

 

Turn your head

straighten your back

to the tempo

follow

 

but I can’t

my heart is in disarray

I trust you

our eyes never meet, no words are exchanged

but step by step

our bodies are becoming one

 

Once more

you pull me into your word

controlling every move

make me dance until we can’t feel our feet

floating on a  stage that belongs only to us

This beautiful ephemeral dream

An art dying as it’s realising its full potential

under their eyes

but I can’t see it

 

I’m living it

I’m living it against you

I am an extension of your body

an ornament

you careful and gently handle

making me rise higher and higher

 

Step stop smile

out of breath

one turn, your turn, mine

your arm pulling me closer

to a world only you see

and share with me

 

A passion that lives and fades away

the time of a dance

 

Zili
while learning the valse

pictures source:

https://www.pixivision.net/en/a/317

Winter lost flower

The straight arrow of a compass
Turning around and around
When dropped on a magnet
Lost in a starless night

A flame flickering
Shadows shivering
The wings of a butterfly
Blown away by a sigh

The silent yelling of a stone
Drowning in ice
A bubble trapped in the sea
The fear of the wave
Frozen in its movement

And I close my eyes
Close my mind
Trying to find inside
In the stormy ice tearing this being apart

How to find it?

I am drowning in fears
Sobbing
So hard to catch each breath
A stab in my chest each time

Warmblood galloping
Each step pounding in my head
The wind slapping my face
The  water clearing away my vision
The salty drops burning up my wounds

Something is burning inside
Can’t find its way out
A red camellia blooming
In the winter snow

I am alive
And seeking my soul

 

 

Lulu

Bite life

Sunset

Bite life sweet bitterness

Sunrise

Bite life

Bite life
sweet bitterness
so that tomorrow
be
came
dream

 

 

Zili

while her soul mate was looking at the sunset in Ethiopia,
while she was looking at the sunrise in Iceland,
while their feelings were connected on this little planet…

 

(1)

(1): unknown artist

Missing sense

I miss the taste of your voice

The sound of your hand in my hair

The sight of your embrace

The smell of your cheeks

The touch of your laugh

My senses are dull

When you are not in me

Days and nights are gray

I lost track

How far has it been?

Did I tell you

It doesn’t make sense

How I miss you

Zili

Desire for the words to live

From poetry is born a desire

A desire for the words magic to be shared

To fly their own path

To where the wind brings life
From music is born a desire

A desire for the sounds to be touched

To play with your heart

To where the accords bring harmony
From soul is born a desire

A desire for dreams to be

To reach you

To where we share a moment

Even though we don’t know

This humming melody

Zili

Desire for the words to live

From peotry is born a desir

A desire for the words magic to be shared

To fly their own path

To where the wind brings life
From music is born a desire

A desir for the sounds to be touched

To play with your heart

To where the accords bring harmony
From soul is born a desire

A desire for dreams to be

To reach you

To where we share a moment

Even though we don’t know

This humming melody

Zili

You are my star

(1)

Faster
Stronger
Higher
You are shining

Let me fly
I will grab the light
Open my wings and join you into the sky

Will you be my steady star
Guiding me through the night?

Teach me how to walk on thin air
Dive without closing my eyes
Heart beating so strong
That I feel it tingling into my hair

Push me
To the horizons I have never seen
Lit that fire in me
I am a black canvas
Make me your piece of art
Until I break into a firework

Will you make me a shooting star
Sparking a dream in the unknown?

Let’s go to the moon
Even if we lack air
Even if we burn to ashes
Even if we get swallow into the emptiness
Tease that inspiration in me
From a thin line
To a steel conviction
Steer the arrow of my compass

Starring light
Where will we go?
The sky is endless

 (2)

Lulu
on Inspiration

Ref: inspired by Yuri on Ice
(1) https://www.duitang.com/blog/?id=99289390
(2) https://www.duitang.com/blog/?id=707285782

Can you dance?

Dance like you have never dance before

 

I pull
Your hand
Come
Won’t let go
Open
Slip away
I follow

You lead
A pivot
Step
Closer
Away
Turn
Around
And don’t
Look back

Right
Smile
Up
Routine
Ad lib

Let’s meet
Next step
Will you
I do
Let’s dance
Time off
Our lives

 

 

Lilie
To give a new life to poesy
While thinking about her wedding dance

 

Demontia

Will you remember
After
I have forgotten

Myself?

How did it start?
A small thing missing here and there
A discomfort, an unease
Tiring my mind
My head buried in the clouds

Then came the disconnections
I tried to face it
And hide behind the truth
What
Did I forget
This time?

When
People around started to notice
Looking at me with strange eyes
Black holes
Where
Will be the next one?

I’m afraid to move now
I can’t see the light in my head anymore
Where am I?
Where are you?

It’s dark here
Stop it!! Help me!! You…
Who… who can help me?
I’m fighting all…
Alone… for…?

I…!
Give it back to me, you demon!
Please…
I…

Who… am I?

Demontia

After all
Will… has left

Remember?

Lulu
Inspired by a demented patient

Voeu: a promise and a wish

Voeu: French term for a vow, but also for a wish

Will you marry me?

…

A demand

a promise

a wish

for you and me

 

Let’s not promise to love each other forever

but to love each other on a carpe diem basis

 

Let’s not exchange any more rings

but let’s share tonnes of hugs and kisses

 

Let’s not celebrate yearly wedding anniversaries

but let’s come home to celebrate every night and day

 

We don’t need to say I love you

but let our actions say it more than any word could have

 

We can’t be each other’s everything

but let’s discover the world together

 

So, don’t ask for my hand

you had it all along

 

Hold my hand dearly in yours

while we live this lifetime

as husband and wife

 

Let’s get married

Zili